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That’s why when I found myself being attracted to a friend of his, it made me feel such horrible guilt. Of course I never acted on that attraction, but brain had intrusive thoughts, telling me I didn’t love my husband and it caused me to have a panic attack over it. That guilt and fear made me believe it was true for a time and it hurt so much. I didn’t ever want to do anything to hurt the love of my life. The guilt is as so bad I couldn’t even look at our wedding picture without feeling guilty. Of course, I told my husband the issues I was having and he listened, and understood. He knows I have problems with anxiety and depression . I had to tell him many times how sorry I was, the horrible thoughts that would run through my mind that I never wanted to think of, etc. They terrified me. It took me a long time to really register his advice to me. That having bad thoughts doesn’t equate to truth, or being a bad person. It’s the actions you choose to commit that make you a bad person. And I also realized that love is not a feeling, it’s a choice you make. I went through so much uncertainty, and I questioned so much that I was sure of in my mind all because of that one panic attack. But even through all that pain and guilt, I never went a single day without making him know that I loved and cared about him greatly and did my best to keep taking care of him. He means the world to me and I never want to lose him.

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